God Is My Rock!!!

It is Sunday, November 2, 2008. This past few days have been horrible . Bob came home to see his dad and also to tell me things with us are bad. I do not want to go into that, because all I do is end up crying. All I know is God is in control of every part of my life, everyday, all day. God has big shoulders to lean on and many people are praying for us. I love Bob. I do not want my marriage to end. That is not right. I told Bob, I like when he is home because I feel safe. He is my protector. He leaves tomorrow for Kansas. I wish I was going with him right now. I do. I do not want to leave my job, I love it, but for my marriage I would. I complain about Bob from time to time, and I need to stop that. I just need prayers. I want to be a better wife for Bob. No one's marriage or life is perfect. No one's. Marriage is a big, big deal, that needs lots of TLC. Bob sold every last chicken so I wouldn't have to worry about them or deal with it while he is gone. I appreciate that. I hope to someday have chickens and eggs again, but for now, no chickens. The back yard looks naked! All I have to worry about is my Izzy. Our customers will not like it, but oh well. My well being is number one right now.
My hives on my neck and arms are gone, my fat lip is gone, I am feeling better. Back to work tomorrow. Please keep Bob and I in your prayers. For his safety, for God to guide him, for my sanity, and for our marriage to Rock for God! I thank you from the bottom of my heart...... Gail