Friday, March 02, 2007

TWO YEARS ALREADY????

Two years already. My neice thinks taking her life at the beautiful age of 20, is better than growing up . I still can't believe it happened. I still remember the voice message I got saying Barb, my sister hadn't heard from Laurie, and she wasn't aswering her cell phone. It all went downhill from there. The police, the newspeople, the friends of Laurie, the family, the neighbors. Everyone in Barb and Pete's house...hoping for some sort of news.
It all seems like yesterday. Everyone still just asks WHY? Why didn't she tell anyone she was so sad? I would give my life to give her back to her mom, if it would help.
I hope anyone who thinks killing yourself is an option...GET HELP, talk to someone. The people you leave behind will never get over it. Don't be selfish. Think about your family, the people who look up to you, your loving friends. Think about how much God loves you. We are here to live for God anyway. Not for ourselves.
Oh Laurie, I miss your sweet smile, your goofy laugh, your wisdom...... Be at Peace. www.laurieboncimino.com Love, Aunt Gail

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