46 days since I last saw Bob. This is sure not an easy life. I feel like he is in the Army overseas or something. I don't know how those military families do it!! You just miss the person. Going places together, and having that warm body next to you. I do things with friends. Go out to eat, out for coffee, home shows, see people at church etc. But I miss Bob. He knows me. We aren't perfect, but show me one couple that is. Life is hard, Marriage is hard. But the good news is Bob should be home this Saturday!!!
Work... I am so tired of gossip . Nobody is ever happy . I love everyone I work with. But no one is ever happy. Me included. We all feel we could run things better. It seems like a power trip to some teachers. Me, I am just happy being an assistant. But the lead teachers are always stressin out. We have a suggestion box, but we are all afraid to put anything in there. We don't want to step on toes. Ah geez.
I love the kids and thats why I am there. Yesterday one of my favorite little boys who just turned 4, had to tell me that 'his mom got pulled over by the "cops" and him and his sister be'd real quiet while the cop and his mom talked.' Oh the things these kids say. Oh, also yesterday, my friends little 3 yr old comes running up to me saying.."Hi Miss Gail", and he hugged me. Then he points to a chair and says to me.as he is running away.... "Now get your little ass in that chair." Well, come to find out his mom says that all the time to him..Nice. Good mom. I do not like parents swearing at their kids. I was impressed however that he said my "little" ass. Cause it isn't little. lol. I love these kids so much. They are so precious to my heart. :) I asked a couple of them.."What would you think if I left here and got a different job? " Little D. looks up from doing his letters and says..................
"I would be SSAAAA AADDD. " That was the longest sad I ever heard. :(
I would miss these kids so much. Bob has a chance to work in Kansas. At a power plant. Possibly. We may be moving by the new year. Well I want them to be prepared if I leave. I know what you are saying..Kansas? Whats in Kansas? Well, I here there are lots of very nice people there. But I will miss my mountains so much!!!!! We pray on the whole situation. It's in God's hands. If it is meant to be, it is meant to be. So thats life today in my part of the world........peace