Worship music............and me

Good afternoon all.. Here's stuff on my mind. I was going to go with Bob up to see his folks at the ranch they tend to. But, the devil got in here and had us say ugly stuff to eachother and I didn't go. It's a two plus hour drive up there. I am at a point where I don't like to go for long drives. Why? Because I am always wondering if the car will break down. Isn't that stupid? Not so unususal though, if you know us. Bob left this morning in his Subaru with Fay, the dog. Then about 10 minutes later, Bob comes home and starts loading up my car and empting his. I say "What are you doing? He said
" I'm taking your car, mine is acting up." OK. He leaves again and I just vaccuumed, cleaned the house, and took a nap. I took the dogs out and I see the stuff you put fires out with by Bob's car. I guess his car was on fire. Yikes. This doesn't seem good at all. Oh well. It is after 5:30pm and he isn't home yet. He had to help give puppies shots and help castrate bulls. Doesn't that sound so fun? AAA----NO.
On another note, my friend Kelley had her Doctor's appointment yesterday. They found 32 little tumor things. I am still leaning on God to heal her. Totally. She is an awesome christian woman I work with. She is a rock to me. Funny, sweet, and one of the best pre school teachers in the world! I just want her to be healed, and not have to worry so much anymore. 'God, please heal my friend Kelley, from the top of her head to the bottom of her feet. Give her comfort and wrap your arms around her. Let her feel your Peace. Amen.'
There is so many things I could blog, but I just want to stay with what is on my mind. Praise and worship music.
I have my car radio set to 3 great christian stations in Colorado Springs. It helps my day start out good. Singing praises to my Jesus as I drive the 11 miles to work. I love it. I love 'Mercy Me', 'Jars of Clay', Michael W Smith, 'Evalon', and about 100 other bands. I love singing to my Jesus. Some people would think that is dumb, well I love my Jesus and thats all I want to do. I guess I will fit in heaven. They sing praise to Jesus all the time. I lift my hands and get into the words I am singing. To HIM.
I have had a very hard time trying to forgive myself for the so many mistakes I have made. When I worship I go to a different place where I feel safe. I feel this is where Jesus can really hear me, and see my heart. I love going to church and worshiping HIM or just in my car worshipping Him. "Open The Eyes of my heart Lord...Open the eyes of my heart, I want to see you, Lord, I want to see you....., Holy, Holy, Holy , Holy, Holy, Holy, I want to see you. To see you high and lifted up, shining with the light of your glory, pour out your power and Love as we sing Holy, Holy,Holy." Its not written out in order, but it is one beautiful song. There are just so many worship songs out there. It keeps my God tank filled up. I need that. I want to be a better person for HIM, For Bob, and for my family and friends. I just gotta keep my eyes on the Great 'I AM.' So many people and situations on my prayer list right now. Here are just some.....
Kelley to be healed................................
Glen to get his double lung transplant and heal from it and not reject it........
Mike's brother, Tommy to continue to heal from his 35 foot fall onto cement, and put Christ first.......
Molly to call me more or email me more just to say she loves me.........................
Our friend Mitch to continue to heal from his car crash, one year ago................
Bob to be less angry and for his knee to heal...........................................
Me to be a better Christian and to be a better witness......................................
My work place to be more structured, and people to get along........................
For all of the children I take care of there............................................................
Bob's work and his future schooling.....................................................................
My family, Bob's family, and our friends to have Jesus in their hearts.................
Greg, Cheryl, Ashley and Brooke to have a nice and safe life while they are in Malaysia(sp)for four years.................
Heidi and Jim to able to have children................................................
Mandy to have less stress in her life..........................................................
Mike to be happy ..........................................................................................
Katie's body and mind to be healed...................................................................
And for Brock, that he grows up to be a strong Christian....................................

Thank you Lord, for these things you put on my heart to pray for.........Bless each person in my life.....I love You...Gail