Happy St. Patrick's Day. It was a fun day a work. The kids wore green. The girl I assist is home with Pneumonia. I feel so bad for her. She missed the last two days and will be off Monday also. I miss her.
Lately I feel different. Like I want to live a fuller life. I miss Brock so much. I got to talk to him on the phone a few minutes ago. He said "Gamma". He just brightens my life. Children are so wonderful, innocent, and truthful. I love them. I know I should be writing down every funny thing these kids say. Billy said the other day...in my ear.."Miss Gail, I like the way you hug me", and "you smell good" So cute. Little Luke is so into new things. so curious about life. We recently got a new Asian girl come to our Center. Luke says to me.."Miss Gail, We should have a chinese party, to make her feel good." What a heart he has. Luke is 4. I love my job. I just keep going back and forth about leaving there and joining Bob in the Nuclear world. It would double what I make now. I hate that Bob and I are apart so much of the year. So we would be together. Thats good, but can I leave all these adorable kids? I don't know yet. I know I would be able to go back there and work. Thats good. Today at our weekly meeting, our boss Linda, gave us each a bag with our favorite soda, a pen, a neon post it notes and a candy bar, and the best part... A piece of paper with our qualities on it. Mine said.."Gail, you have a great personality and sense of humor." Very neat. It was just a simple, sweet thing to do. We all loved it.
Bob has passed all his tests in MI, and Monday they start the actual outage. He will be gone five more weeks. AGH. How do I do it? God helps me. I pray alot. I just want Bob to be safe. I want Bob to be Godly. I pray for him to be healthy. I think the thing that scars me is if he got sick, or hurt, how would I get there fast? Too far apart. So I just pray for him to be safe at all times. Thats why I want to be with him. I don't know. I just pray.......
Good news on my niece Katie. Barb says she is on her meds and doing great. Please God keep this good stuff going. It is good to hear Barb upbeat. I want to see Katie back with her husband and children. I pray more. God is in control.
Pilgrim our, almost 4 month old puppy, is doing so good. Last night he slept next to me on the bed and did fine. He is a good little puppy. I love to see him when I come home...I even put a picture of him up on our supply closet in the class room. Along with about 28 other pictures of the kids. Like I said before, I want to live a fuller life. I want God to show me where he wants me to be. Show me what he wants me to do. I'm here God.........fill me with your wisdom.....Gail